I've been missing Hidayat very badly these past few days. Although we've met almost everyday but time passes very quickly when we're together. We haven't been talking on the phone lately too except for last night when he called me up at about 1 plus in the morning. And we managed to talk for about three hours. We were supposedly to go out yesterday but we cancelled our plan cause he was down with high fever. Kesian loverboy aku. And i told him that i'll be going out with my girlfriends and so i got ready to meet them. After getting ready to go out, he texted me and asked me where am i. And i called him back. Guess what? He told me that he wanted to meet me. I told him that we'll just meet next time but he still insist on meeting. And somehow i wanna meet him too cause i am not sure when we are gonna go out again since it's already the school holiday and both of us will be very busy with work. At the same time, i felt guilty cause i forced him to go out with me. Jahat siak aku. So, i really went to meet him.

Upon meeting up, the first thing i did was to feel his neck and it was freaking hot. His face looked somehow moody and he couldn't walked properly. He even need me to hold his hands when standing up. I wanted to send him home but he still insist on going out with me. So, we still went out though. Then, we took a bus to Clark Quay just to have a our late lunch at Burger King cause he wanted to eat there plus dia ada coupon. So murah sikit. Hahahahahaha. Anyway, upon reaching there, i ordered the food while he put his head on the table and slept while waiting for me. He only ate half of the BK Fish Burger and he told me he felt like vomitting. For the first time, i ate all the fries by myself and he ate only six or seven fries. So little sia. After finishing up our food, no it supposed to be my food actually, i decided to send him home cause i was afraid that something happened to him halfway then i'll be damn guilty sia for leaving him alone. Tak berani seh aku. While on the way to his place, he slept during the entire journey home. Poor thing sia when i see him sleeping. At that point of time already i felt the guiltiness in me.

So, when we reached his place, i send him till his front door. And i apologised to him for forcing him to go out with me. I told him that i felt bored going out with him when he was not feeling well cause he didn't talk much and he didn't even tease me. Boring giler oi. I felt like i was dying when i didn't talk to him that much and i didn't even laugh too. I swear that day was the most boring and the shortest time of meeting we ever had in our relationship history. Hahahahahaha. I promised i won't ever asked him out again sia whenever he's down with fever. Dah serik seh aku. Padan muka aku. Hahahahaha.

Anyhoo, i'll be going to my niece place tomorrow cause she will be getting married and her solemnisation ceremony will be held after four. So fast already she's getting married and she's only 22 if i am not wrong. I used to think that she is still a young girl but when i think back, she's 22 already so of course at that age she can get married. Furthermore, she's engaged to her fiance for one and a half years or two years already. I don't know. So yea, it's time for her to settle down. Anyway, i'll update about her wedding soon. When i'm free of course. Got to go now. My poor loverboy wants to hog on the phone before going to sleep. Hehehe. Good night, everyone. And oh baby, get well soon quickly ok? (:

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