I can't describe what i was feeling for the past few days. Frustrated, annoyed, despaired. And after all those unwanted feelings that i felt, Hidayat made me feel as though i was on cloud nine. :D Apparently, we weren't doing good last week due to my small little stupid jealousy. But we managed to overcome it when both of us didn't text each other and neither did we call and asked how are we doing. We practically did our own things whereby it really hit me very badly and i even cried to sleep. That's when i realised that we actually needed our time alone. Furthermore, i didn't had anyone to turn to at that point of time. Somehow, it was my fault and it was very smart of me to feel jealous just for a small petty thing. And baby, i'm glad that we're back to what we are now. I love you lah, boncet. (:

And so, if you have been following me on my twitter, you would have already know that i've got a place for Biz Admin at College East. Happy or what sia? Hahahahaha. Yea, the section head gave me a call and asked if i could start schooling as soon as possible cause he told me that he didn't want me to work but to continue my studies instead. And i said yes, of course i can start schooling as soon as possible cause i want this course so badly. I was delighted, of course. So, i started schooling last Tuesday and i started one week late. And i kinda missed a lot of things in school. After one week of schooling, i realised that it wasn't what i think it is. New modules, new friends were made, new class advisor and new teachers. When i knew about the modules which i need to take up, i was like stun for a minute. And i couldn't believe my eyes when i see my class time table. It's even more worst than what i expected. Every Monday and Wednesday will be the most fucked up day cause school will end very late. Now that the time table sucks, time to meet Hidayat will be very limited too. How sad is that. But nevermind, we'll figure it out soon. Hehehe.

Oh and one of the modules which i really want to avoid it since i was in Secondary school is Principles of Accounting. Macam what the F kan belajar ni subject? I really hate numbers and this time round, i really can't avoid it by hook or by crook. If i was a given a choice to drop a subject, i will drop this one of course. And Business Environment module, i catch no balls what my teacher is talking. It didn't even get in to my brain. Worst part of all is, i've just started schooling and this coming Wednesday, i will be having a progress test on that subject. Giler babi pe? Crazy sia. How am i supposed to squeeeeeeeeeze everything within these two days? But i've already started to write my notes except that i haven't been memorising it. Gotta do it tomorrow, i guess. Hurhur. And now that i'm doing my Higher Nitec, i gotta face another problem which i wanted to avoid it so badly. NAPHA test! Sports and wellness too! Ohmygawd. I can feel that it's starting to kill me slowly already. Pfftt.

And my parents wants me to work only during the weekends. I find it very ridiculous cause i've been working for four days a week last year and i can still cope with my studies. And my parents told me that now i'm already in Higher Nitec, i have to concentrate more on my studies than working. But it's extremely unreasonable cause i'm only in my first year and i got another year to go. So what's there to worry about? I just don't understand why they didn't make a big fuss about this last year by which my course was only for a year and i didn't had any problem juggling both work and school at all. I even brought my books to study at work when i was free. And i even managed to improve my GPA points. If i had known that my parents will give me sufficient amount of money for my monthly allowance, i wouldn't wanna work at all. But i had no choice. I need to pay my handphones bills, my monthly bus concession, my school stuffs etc. Sometimes, all i need from them is to understand my needs and wants. And i know that if they asked me to do something, it's always for my own good but i guess this time round, i gotta stand up for my right. And that's what i did.

Oh well, i guess that's all for my post. I got to go now. Goodbye, everyone. Oh and Naqiah, thanks for that sweet post eventhough gambar aku tu tak perlu eh. Hahahahahaha.