Finally it's over. I don't have to stress up myself studying anymore. O level is over now and I'm going jobhunting next wk.

But I've got to think about my decision now that my exams are over. I'm always having this thought in my mind, what if its a yes to you, and no to him? Or no to you, but yes to him? Will you be happy or will he get hurt? How am I gonna tell you if its a yes or a no? How am i suppose to describe to him if I'm devoted or he's rejected? How will you feel? Or how will he feel? How shall I answer all this things in my mind? I will get frustrated and I'm afraid of losing both. I'm really confused. Both of you are just equally nice to me but I really don't know how to make this decision. I just need more time to think.

P:S Dann, cheer up and be strong.

Labels: pretty confused.